CONCLUSION!!

After got a great n little fucking advice@suggestions from my frenz..i think its time 2 change everything in my life..bout my habit my nature attitude ... what i've done b4 diz juz a history..juz like master oggy owez says 2morrow is a mystery n 2day is a gift..so ryte now its time 2 create my own journey..my memory 4 things of d past makes me realize dat...how stupid am i act..how can i love her like dat..why i owez frget bout some1 who appreciate me a lot..who always care 2 me..share my prob 2gether..i juz think about some1 who i love but nothing important act..her behaviour 2 me was absolutely sucks!!

Many of us think dat spent time with some1 special is lovely 2 do..things dat make us dream everyday...every moment with her is d bez things happen 2 me..but its nothing like dat after diz..she makes me know d truly colour of gurlz..my worst fears were realized when 'she' know how 2 express wat her felt about me..u know wat..she juz run away from me when her notice a guys who know her bf..when we went 2 movie her reacted like dat again..wat ur feeling if dat situation happen 2 urself..in d middle of d thousand people around there..at jj act..wat d amazing fucking situation i've been..when i concieve dat situation again its very painful n makes me morose..every1 around there staring at me like i am who should be blame..

When i think about it again n again officially i am who create diz probs..who make diz situation becoming more complicated..ya sometimes gurlz r unpredictable but maybe at dat time i didnt notice dat i'll love her like diz...act from d beginning she juz plays on my feeling of love...dats true k..she told me directly while her crying a lot..n dats unmistakable.. although she says her have no more intention like dat but i now d truth..thing getting worst everytime..everything dat i sacrifice b4 diz its meaningless..n now my life is different..

i'm determined 2 not fall in love again..its hurts 2 losing some1 dat u love d most...some1 who can makes u smile although she angry 2 u..some1 who u care a lil bit of my life..so starting 4 diz moment i'll appreciate whatever i've...my fmily,my luv 125,my amazing car...n of coz my truly frenz..although someday i'll fall in love again n want dat person 2 be part in my life..i'll lied bout my feeling 2 her coz i dont want 2 losing some1 again..i juz want 2 hepy with dat person..enjoy n creating a memorable things in my whole life..hang out with frenz..picnic n having holiday with every1 its better than anything else ryte now 2 me..i didnt want 2 live like others people...juz follow d flow..dats normal thing..i have only one life and one chance 2 do all the things i want in life..i want all my dream come true..not still in my own fantasy world...i can change my own life..create a new story..2 begin a journey without painful..so i can always smile although in d grave..see ya!! : )